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sleepless

Sunday, November 27th, 2011 | Just Me | No Comments

I don’t believe there are many people who read my blog, and those who do probably know I have a very hard time falling asleep, staying asleep, and resting while asleep.  This condition is known as, and I have been diagnosed multiple times by multiple doctors, Insomnia.  Too many people claim insomnia for a short span of maybe a week or 2 that they don’t sleep.  I, however, have had trouble sleeping for 14 years now.

I don’t really want to talk about my condition on here but more abou what I feel like and how it effects me.  After one day of little to no sleep, I feel just like anyone else does.  A little warn out but usually I can make it through the day just fine.  2 nights however I start to feel really weak.  I find myself getting distracted and lost very quickly.  Migraines are very common from here on out.  3 nights and I get frustrated very easily.  I find I can’t remember what I was trying to do or where I was walking towards.  on days like these I find simple tasks refreshing because I don’t have to think about them as much.  as soon as a difficult task gets put in my way I become irritable and confused.  4 days and I can barely carry on a conversation.  I’m usually ok if I just sit down.  5 days and I’m close to useless.  I find myself having a hard time distinguishing between reality and my own thoughts.  I find I focus on negative things, anything from a hurtful word to a full on fight.  6 days, I shouldn’t be driving anymore.  my eyes don’t focus on anything at this point.  it’s like someone is riding the focus ring on a camera going in and out and in and out.  reading and tv watching are basically pointless.  7 days, I have no apatite at this point.  I feel completely sick.  I threw up, a lot.  I have no balance.  I was working at a grocery store at the time and had to call in sick.  8 days, if feels like my body has decided that death is the best option.  nothing seems to work right.  I could drink a gallon of water and still feel dehydrated.  I sweat uncontrollably but feel cold.  I probably had a fever, but I hadn’t fully unbacked my luggage for that area of my mission and didn’t know where my thermometer was.  9 days, I actually started feeling better.  Incredibly weak but my body finally accepted food again.  I had to rest (sit down) constantly throughout the day, and I had to use the bathroom multiple times as well.

fortunately 9 days is my max.  I was given a  prescription for pills that day and I slept about 20 hours.

I hate taking pills to sleep.  most of the time I don’t feel rested at all.  I feel like I was unconscious the whole time and never once rested.

I still have problems sleeping.  fortunitly not as bad as it once was, I might make it to day 3 with no sleep, but usually I get 2-4 hours of sleep a night, which catches up to you quickly.

I love actually sleeping, when it happens.  Dreams I find so relaxing, even nightmares I enjoy because I entered the 4th stage of sleep, REM sleep, the only time when you are actually resting not just unconscious.  now that winter is upon us, I find I sleep a little better.  cold weather seems to help with that.  maybe I’ll turn my wife’s and my bedroom into a giant refrigerator.  if we get hungry at night we could just eat cold left overs.  Or maybe one day she’ll let me convince her we need to move to alaska or northern canada!

Audiophile

Friday, November 18th, 2011 | Just Me | No Comments

I might be becoming one!

Who have you listened to?

Monday, November 14th, 2011 | Rants | No Comments

Throughout my life I’ve jumped from one band to another. I feel that I’m very well rounded when it comes to music. I can listen to radio head for hours, jump to the del Vikings, switch over to some iyaz, and sing along to mc hammer. However there seems to almost always be that one artist that you can call “home.” that one artist you feel a close connection to. For me, and I know some may call this sad, its weird al. Yeah he’s goofy and I’ve heard arguments that he’s not a true artist, but none of that matters to me. He’s amazingly talented and very witty. Those who have worked with him, and have written about him, seem to only have good things to say about him. His whole idea of music is to make the user smile, and for me, it works. He’s not self righteous, preachy or political. He’s a huge hit at meat festivals despite him being a vegetarian. He lives his life separate from his career. Artists like him are few and far between. And for me, he’s my “home” artist.

Boring music

Saturday, November 12th, 2011 | Rants | No Comments

Those who know me, know that I’m very opinionated especially when it comes to media. With my new iPhone 4s I noticed the amp on this thing is so crisp and clear, far clearer than any of my other toys. So I started listening to song after song on here with my akg’s. I’m learning lots of artists don’t make music for hi-fidelity listeners. But others have proven to have hidden experiences for those with better equipment. A few that I can name that are a completely new experience have been, “replay” by iyaz, Bon jovi, radio head, sunfall festival. A few that surprise me with their lack there of were, led zeppelin, killers, and jewel. In fact jewels songs have way too much room noise. Obviously there are some that I swear don’t think of any other audio source other than 10 dollar ear buds and stock car stereos. Which were, cascada and ke$ha. I have nothing against any of these artists, they just lack a secret portion of the song meant only for those who really care to listen.

Audio

Saturday, November 5th, 2011 | Rants | No Comments

I love these headphones. I can hear sounds and parts in songs that other cans have left silent. Also I love the look and feel. In my mind these are the perfect listening devices for the price. The one problem is that I can also hear imperfections in songs, tv shows, and movies. It can be annoying. Anything from the loop of the room noise that was added later to off camera sneezes. In an imperfect world, these perfect cans pick out those flaws.

New iPhone

Saturday, November 5th, 2011 | Just Me | No Comments

I recently got the new iPhone. Moving from the 3GS to the 4s was quite the jump. It’s a lot faster for one and siri adds some awesome action to the game. The form factor feels more like a tool and less of a toy and the screen looks amazing. It’s no wonder the iPhone is an industry standard.